wow...

I just got done reading a postsecret book for the 74473828474th time.

I guess i never actually READ it.

There were two secrets, that both are kind of related, but they speak
to me so much, and I relate to them perfectly.
and that scares me.

I want to tell someone so badly, but I am afraid,
even to put it on a postcard.

And now I can't stop thinking about it.
there was also a secret that could have possibly related to josh.
and I'm afraid of that too actually

Because that secret actually came true, and although it probably
doesn't bother him now,

It bothers me everyday

But of course,
thats no secret.