I'm so done.

Especially with trying to figure boys out.
its a lost fucking cause.
I'm also tired of trying to figure me out.

Can't I just get over it?
no. Actually I can't.
and somedays I think about it more than others. Today is one of those days.

Ooohhhhh what I would do to that stupid bitch.
and actually what I want to do to him sometimes for it.

Just not in a good really.

Fuck latin.
fuck life.

Fuck you.

so i guess i havent wrote a blog on here in quite sometime.

well, a little update.
i had the baby.
emerson.

shes now almost two months old and thats probably why i havent written in a while.
im wayyyyyy tooo busy.
i still have to fill out all of her stupid baby books.
ROAR.
theres no time for baby books!

shes sick right now too, which sucks, but she seems pretty happy.

and school is getting super hard.
especially latin.
they promised me id be able to graduate regularly, and im going to hold them to that,
but all the incompletes on my report card are worrying me.


siiiiiick,
oh well.
i think im going to start writing in here instead of myspace.


lalalaa.
oh yeah, me and josh? still together.
hes amazing.
i wish all of my friends were doing as well as i was.

not much to say right now other than those updates though.


ltain homework AWAY!!!!!!

11/24/08.

so today, i found out that little emerson isnt really going to be so little.
and its starting to freak me out a bit.
shes already 7 1/2 POUNDS!!!!

my mother never had a child so large.
the doctor says i should be able to handle it,
but what do men know about childbirth anyway?
hell, what do i know about childbirth?

and the ultrasound tech was a TOTAL bitch to all of us.
how about i have whoever i want in the room.
whether it inconvieniences her or not, i really dont care.
she should be able to do her job no matter how many people are in there.

but everything seems to be going good.
only five more weeks till BIG emerson is supposed to be here.
i think shes beginning to look more like me.